i think i just blacked out for a second.  i stopped existing.  at least here at this desk.  i’m so unmotivated.  all i can think of is open fields and bubbling clouds.  oozing music.  something like dancing and running and flying.  i’ve got to get out of here.  i’m restless.  there are things on my mind.  lots of things.  just sinking their toes into the cracks and crevasses of my ever wandering brain surface.  my eyes are violent with all this beauty around me.  violent in the most fantastic kind of way.  but then my skin rips off and i’m feeling all this.. all this ‘this’ in the most raw way possible.  if i could just stop and let my heart have a moment to forget for a little.  or remember.  to let it just run a while.  yes.. just run.  run run run..        

(picture taken by pq)