August 2009
10 posts
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it's a hot one.
there’s smoke billowing over the hills and i can feel the heat from the fire’s burning.  it’s a hot one, and i’d kill for some frozen strawberries.  my arms and legs are stuck to each other.  this chair i’ve been sitting in might be melting, or its just that i can’t feel where i end and anything starts anymore.  maybe if i’m real still it will pass.  maybe...
Aug 31st
6 tags
convo with steffaloo (parker)..
parkerehret: had a conversation today with steph (http://steffaloo.com) …it went the same way most of our conversations go… parker: picked up your pictures steph: you’re the worst. by worst, I mean best. parker: hate you steph: hate you more parker: despise you steph: loathe you parker: abhor you steph: detest you parker: anathematize you steph: way to use dictionary/thesaurus. i have...
Aug 26th
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“life attracts life. -paulo coelho-”
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Aug 25th
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Aug 25th
7 tags
i knew a smile that looked a lot like you.
i always write the best things.  but i’ve already had that thought and my fingers are way ahead of my mind.  right behind my eyes i feel it.  like voices in the rain, piercing right though the weight of that single drop.  and i circle all around you, with smiles on my face.  up and down, a foot keeps the time.  maybe this is nothing but nonsense.  or maybe it’s the most beautiful thing...
Aug 22nd
6 tags
i fell in love.
i think i might have fallen in love.  with vegas.  it’s a terrible thing.  because now all i can do is think about it, and think about how i want to go back there. vegas.  i love you. and sarah clearly loves you as well.. i wore heels for the first time since ‘02 and am pretty sure i was taller than every boy in vegas.  it was magnificent. before: after: nothing some...
Aug 19th
11 tags
that's life.
last night i was talking to my little bro.  he’s 17.  i was talking to him about life and love; imparting my great wisdom upon him regarding these all important topics, when slowly the tables turned.  i started telling him about my own heartache as of late, about how i always hate how certain things have to change and how it hurts my heart having to wait for the passage of time to heal it...
Aug 12th
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Aug 7th
4 tags
i'll die completely happy.
my head is lost inside my heart. i had another dream that my heart was too big for my chest.  i have so many dreams like this, that i’m beginning to wonder if i really do have an enlarged heart.  ha.  probably not.  but probably so.  someday it will burst and i’ll die completely happy.
Aug 6th
5 tags
monday.
hello monday.  i feel like this: but all is not lost.  the world is beautiful and as hard as i try to make it be anything else, it just isn’t so.  it’s almost lunchtime.  i couldn’t be happier about this.  not because i want to eat, but because i’ll get to go outside and smell the air and feel the sun and remember that there is more to life then my little cubicle. ok. ...
Aug 3rd