December 2009
15 posts
7 tags
days like today.
days like today should be spent tangled up in arms and legs. underneath sheets and laughter; hearts all splattered on the walls. days like today should remind me that i’m alive. but today i feel like i don’t exist. and if it weren’t for these drops hitting my face, i might just disappear. i want to get better at just existing. days like today should just be lived. pure and...
5 tags
it's christmas.
it’s christmas. exactly three minutes in. i can hear mom breathing in the next room over. makie left some cookies and milk out for santa. she poured it in one of her sippy cups, and the cookies are animals. i don’t know, lying here in the dark, if that milk is still out, or if jas drank it before he went to bed and took a bite out of the cookies so that mak’s belief in santa is still intact in the...
5 tags
steph of the day →
a special merry christmmm ‘steph of the day’ just for you! (click the title above)
6 tags
“let me be something every minute of every hour of my life. let me be happy; let...”
9 tags
merry white christmas! i finally got good enough...
8 tags
5 tags
WatchGuillemots//made-up love song #43
i can’t get enough of this song today, or ever. it is just so effing good.
listen here
6 tags
i woke up this morning and all i wanted to do was take a huge bite out of the whole fucking world.
7 tags
a fine frenzy →
“the poet’s eye, in a fine frenzy rolling, doth glance from heaven to earth, from earth to heaven” -shakespeare
alison sudol has one of the most lovely spirits. and that spirit is translated into heart slaying music. i had the pleasure of seeing her play last night at the dakota lounge in santa monica. again i’m reminded of how much my soul longs to create such beauty....
5 tags
marry me.
boys in classy specs, classy threads, smoking classy cigs and holding classic cameras make me short of breath. everything about this photo is heaven. i love.
i.love.
4 tags
i love you.
i’ve been having these moments lately, where i get this overwhelming urge to want to somehow tell everyone that means something to me just how much i love them. it’s like my heart is going to explode unless i can let them see how much i’m bursting with affection for them. i’m usually driving when these moments hit me. they are usually moments of complete contentment. moments where i feel every...
6 tags
winter.
today it finally feels like winter. its cold as hell outside and i can feel every inch of my body. i want to drink obscene amounts of hot cider. i want to sit by fireplaces and listen to the loud “pop” of the wood as it burns. its time for fingerless glove mittens and ridiculous versions of ‘carol of the bells’. kids get even more childlike than they already are. ...
5 tags
sometimes i wish life had a way of letting me know when something was going to be the last.. the last time i’d play that game or the last time i’d hear that song. the last time i’d see that smile or the last time i’d remember how that person I loved smelled. the last time we’d kiss each other or the last time i’d feel cold and warm at the same time just because...
6 tags
photo 'splosion
finally got some photos back. my heart is alive once again.. praise be.
love bombs.
9 tags
this isn’t new, but it basically combines...