November 2009
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i want to say a million things. but i don’t know how to unblock the dam it all seems to be stopped up behind. i want to hear that loud POP, and then watch it all burst and come pouring wildly out. i want to say impossible things; things that make the world bend. i want someone to come along and make me believe in all of this again. sometimes all we need is for someone to love us wildly...
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i’ve been a fan of joshua james for quite some time now, and any chance i have to go see him play live, i take. he played at the hotel cafe last week and i think it was the best show i’ve seen him play yet. this is a video i took on my iphone of him playing two of my favorite songs of his.
what a beautiful human being.
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on kids & love
one time i spent my entire lunch break in the children’s section of barnes and nobel reading poems about love. kids don’t care what you’re like or who you are, they just love you. wholly. purely. honestly. and they aren’t afraid to show you. that’s why i thought reading about love in the childrens section was the most perfect idea.. i was also hoping i’d...
it takes a long time to become young.
-picasso-
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weekend whiles..
went some places this weekend. saw some wonders. took some snaps.
and we even saw santa’s elves. oh joy!
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picture speak.
i haven’t been able to write a whole lot lately. or feel much. usually when this is happening there’s a great chance i’m protecting myself from something. this is not so much a chance, as it is a fact. any day now, the damn will break and it will all come pouring out. in the mean time, i’ve been communicating in my other language: pictures. here’s some...
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for small creatures such as we, the vastness is bearable only through love....
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I wish I were a bird at least five times a day.
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thursday.
i need to take some pictures. i need to write some words. i need to sing some songs. and i’m losing my mind, thursday. today i wondered how many ships lay at the bottom of the sea. i don’t know why i had this thought. just curious, i guess. the world is a mad place. we’re all so clueless and imperfect in a way that makes me happy to be alive. i need to dance on all the...
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i used to throw up when i’d start to feel life too much. i haven’t thrown up because of that in over a year. i’ve either learned how to manage these feelings better, or i’ve just stopped feeling as much. i’m afraid it’s the latter. and i think i’d rather throw up and feel a lot than feel nothing and never throw up.
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